Your Sister.

I miss you. I remember the day you were born, the first little brother that Allah gave me. you were literally 'little' for a baby, never did i know youre going to grown up being the tallest among all of us. i remember the day of your first step when i held your tiny hands. i remember your first uniform, it was green and you always neat. I remember the day you went to boarding school, your always high grade, up until your dream for Madinah. I remember the way you always smile for almost everything, a very smile that you put on your last breath, a smile i would never find in anybody else.
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dek, we loved you we always loves you. But Allah love you more, a lot that He only allowed us to have you only for less than 18 years. And i do believe, right now youre in a better place, a lot better than this world. and i can live with that.
May Allah unite us in paradise, Amin Allahuma Amin.
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Muhammad Zainul Wafa.
26 Nov 1999 - 22 April 2017

Butterfly Effect

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Kamu pernah bilang tidak ada yang namanya kebetulan: bahwa apapun yang terjadi pada kita adalah konspirasi dari semesta seperti teori keos yang menjelaskan bahwa kepakan sayap kupu-kupu di hutan belantara Brazil dapat menghasilkan tornado di Texas.
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I'd learnt about butterfly effect before, but i never bring myself to believe it fondly. Its the scientific Theory that a single occurrence, no matter how small, can change the course of universe forever.
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Dan sekarang, bertahun-tahun setelah kamu mengungkapkan teori yang dulu hanya kutertawakan itu, aku sadar bahwa bagaimana keputusan kecil di masa lalu bisa membawaku ke titik ini. How a single "hi.." can changes - maybe not the whole universe but at least change my own universe.
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And now, how i really want to let you know, that youre right -as always you are. And i can imagine your signature smirk of 'i told you so..'
But
Youre not here anymore.
And i do believe the blame is on butterfly effect.
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-Azizah

#Pecahanl18

Juli pergi membawa serta hujan di saku kananya
pelangi di saku kirinya
dan senyumku di sela jemarinya.
-AA

#Pecahan17

Jika kamu memecahkan perabot di ruang hati seseorang, setidaknya bereskan sebelum kamu pergi. Agar seseorang yang mampir setelah kamu, tidak tertusuk beling yang kamu tinggalkan. -AA

#Pecahan16

 

Kau tau bunga tidur ?
Bunga yang ketika aku bangun, diserbu ribuan kupu-kupu;
Bunganya di tidurku, kupu-kupunya bergejolak di perutku. :) 

-AA

#Pecahan15

Jika cintamu saja menghilang, ke mana lagi hatiku kan pulang ?" 

_AA

#Pecahan14


Tidak perlulah semuluk pangeran berkuda putih, cukup sesederhana laki-laki sederhana yang bisa mencintai tanpa embel-embel 'karena'...
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Namun terkadang, harapan sederhana tidak pernah sesederhana itu.


-AA